I need some real help with the parental situation as it stands right now. I’m trying to find a place to live after I get out of high school and find a stable day job. Its getting harder and harder every day to deal with things as they stand at home. As far as the weight loss journey goes, me starting a new job has helped to decrease the amount of time I’m idly standing by a factor of at least 10. I never really thought that I could get to 25,000 steps a day. In the gym is mostly weight training, with light cardio alongside. It has been really fun to start this, it makes me feel better about myself and where I am in life right now. I think that’s enough rambling from me to day, this is Sandra, signing off.

Hey all, I’m back again for another round. These may be starting to get repetitive, but my parents are back at it again. Fighting and cussing and trying to bring me into it. I honestly don’t know who is raising who at this point, they both act like spoiled children so much. I honestly haven’t been doing too hot with all of it going on, but at least my dog is there for me, her name being Shiloh. And yes, she’s a beagle. The old mistress is as stubborn as a concrete block, and won’t budge for love nor money. But this isn’t a post about my dog, its a post about my journey. Speaking of such, I have good news to report. I am officially as of today 170 lbs of weirdo human blob. Pretty good feeling in all of the suck. I’m hoping to be about 150 to 140 by graduation, but I’ll take anything compared to being 210 lbs again. Welp, time to get back to homework, Physics has been kicking my ass all night ( Thanks Mr. Engstrom!!!!!), so this is Sandra, signing off!

Well, you just keep on going. My parents have been fighting a lot more recently, and its been taking a toll on my mental state. I’ve been talking to my therapist ( her name is Jenn ) and she says that there is nothing to really so about it, but its still frustrating. On the workout side of things, I’ve been trying to lift some heavier weights and things like that, incorporate more cardio into the routine. I’ve been having some sort of cold for the past week and it has been kicking my butt hard. Needless to say, but all I’ve really been doing at home is hiding in my room and trying to say out of the cross fire where my parents are concerned. Well, that’s enough from me this time, so this is Sandra, signing off!

Any journey for one’s sanity and mental health is one of epic proportions, but this one may be bigger than most. To back up a bit, Hi, my name is Sandra Wallis.I am a senior in her last semester of high school (Go Panthers!), and I have depression, anxiety, and am completely lost when it comes to social queues and boundaries. This blog is to help combat that by keeping me accountable, which is one heck of a thing to do. It is also to my forgetfulness and general stupidity, which is another big battle. When I first started on my journey, I never thought I’d live till I was 17 let alone 15. Speaking of living, I have been doing pretty good with going to the gym. Ive been able to stay at a stable 180 lbs, and plan to keep going. Well, I think that’s enough rambling for this post, hope everyone has a good week and this is Sandra, signing off.